I am Spark.
Invoke my name--
"She was like the moon, a part of her always hidden away." Artist. Amateur cosplayer. Japanese tutor. Private investigator. Lightning enthusiast.     
→ 匿名 whispered : Do you like attention?


Answering that is tricky, not to mention “liking attention” is viewed as a negative quality—despite the truth that every human being likes some form of attention. I like recognition and I like respect; I even relish fear. But purely concentrated attention? I don’t know. Certainly not many people want to be invisible, but having large sums of attention focused on me at once makes me uncomfortable. I can’t even have birthday parties because an event dedicated to me sounds like a nightmare.

To be incredibly honest, the number of people focusing on me doesn’t even have to be that great. I mean at dinner with Ky’s friends, Ky and Ria called attention to my so-called “tumblr fame” and so all three of Ky’s friends (whom I had just met) started looking me up while we were sat around the table and I just wanted to die.

tagged :  #hm  #facts about me